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[09 Nov 2005|07:09pm] |
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can someone please help me, this is a MAJOR cry for help. i fucking hate high school with a passion. i cant stand it, its not for me, i cant do it. im to stupid..i got practically all C's on my report card, yeah i know its not THAT bad, but still, im trying to hard and it doesnt show. honors english sucks major monkey balls..ha..its all just to hard. last week i was sick and i was absent a lot so im behind in every class and im so confused on everything. i try to ask for help but i just dont know where to begin, and i dont want to be pulled out of any advanced classes. im starting to get scared of going to school and its really not fun, i cry everynight for 50 million different reasons. a few are: family, school, my mom..like i literally cry for my mom, for her to told me and be with me..and shes not there. no one understands me, i wish i could die, not necessarly suicide but like even if i got deathly ill or if i just randomly died in my sleep, that would just be perfect, you guys have no idea how much i want my life to end right now, or i wish i would all of a sudden become super smart..but wishing wont get me any where..w/e. i just fucking hate everything right now, life is so unfair. I HATE IT ALL!!!!
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